Have I recovered from my eating disorder yet?

I'm anorexic and bulimic to I just snack on tiny low calorie things through out the day and misuse laxatives.How you use to feel is exactly how I feel now.I gain a pound and freak out that my fianc� will think I'm fat even though he never does.You sound like your on the right track at recovering now.I mean your doing something I don't have the balls to do.You kind of gave me hope I can get better and not worse.Keep doing what your doing.Stay strong and good luck:)